September was supposed to be a trial of testing my physical limits, and it indeed did. I got plantar fasciitis and, after that, pneumonia with nausea so bad I had to get a nurse to come and take care of me at home. I had been training for six months for running Midnight Run in Helsinki, and I couldn’t due to the pain in my left foot being so horrible. Also, it’s been demotivating to do anything because it’s been a downward circle.
x Heidi
I was sick with flu the entire October. I guess it's a post-flu after pneumonia. I've just let the waves of the world carry me. I know fighting against it now makes things worse. I'm just trying to tell myself I'm enough, and growth isn't linear....
August wasn't as productive as I imagined it to be. It was somewhat bittersweet to see that kiddo bike to her first day of school next to me, and I guess it resembles the time frame I have now to create a brighter future for myself. And it feels good to comprehend...
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